I'm not built to be an unhappy person

I'm sick to death of everything.
This apartment.
This laundry.
The fact that things get dirty.
The law.
Just standing here.
Sometimes I swear I just want to go into my bedroom, 
pull the covers over my head, and never do anything ever again.
I'm drinking like I never have before.
And all I want to do is have another one.
And then everything just gets swallowed up by more disgust.
I'm not built to be an unhappy person.
I like laughing.
I laugh like a banshee at videos on YouTube.
And then I just sit here alone in this stupid little apartment 
wondering what the hell happened to my life.

όταν οι σειρές που βλέπεις σε χτυπάνε στο στομάχι.

μου είχες πει πως θα'ρθει κάποια μέρα...

που ό,τι αντικρίζω θα το ερωτεύομαι.

-You're tougher now.
-Is this good or bad?
-Probably neither,just necessary.

Από το The Good Wife